Push me Lord, gently, but push me....

As I allow him to grow me and get braver and stronger in Him, I am able to look (peek) out more and more between the fingers over my eyes :) and see how thankful I am for this trial, this journey.  Lord, help me to carry my cross...oh, you know how much I love you and want to, but sometimes it feels so long and so heavy, sometimes I don't want to pick it up and sometimes I just throw it down.  But, I know that you will help me for I know you want only the very best for me. Somehow, especially today, I see how the scary things glorify you.   Scare me sweetly Lord...thank you for helping me to pick it back up.  It could only be my savior <3 font="">